Fully Believe

Hello World,

This weekend went great for me, spiritually and my strength in helping others increase. But somehow, I have a thought in mind about people accepting their flaws. Many of use are ignorant in that category, and it’s not a insult. I am ignorant in biology hahaha. Well I am not sure why I keep this special person in mind. I don’t think much of this special person but the actions they take are confusing in what is being written by him. I know I can’t save everyone and not everyone is really looking to be saved, but just want to look for attention. But this special person gives me more energy in how not to be in my life. It’s not an insult but my insight about myself, accepting who I really am. Whether bad or good.
We humans are programed to lie, cheat, smile, run and all that. We are taught on how to be a nice well mannered human being. But when all this doesn't won’t matter? When does a human being stop being considerate of others feelings? I guess, when our loved ones just don’t care. So we feel hurt and consciously don’t care either. I understand everyone goes through different things in life, I understand it does take time to pass through a bumpy road. But if you are speaking about faith and God and how each of us should accept each other as friends, faithful brothers and sisters, why aren’t you keeping your word alive? I mean, I understand we are not perfect and we tend to fall off track but how about when you turn to that caring into not caring in s second? How can someone live life in a way that lies to get into someone else’s pants? How can you say you need friends and when you have new ones they run away within the first week?
Is it because you immediately talk about real love and you needing something? How can you fall in love with someone you just meet? It can happen but the way you are makes me think, its not safe for people to do that. If the faith of God is helping you and your deleting those who wish bad to you, why delete them when your Lord tells you to love your enemies. Keep them closer. Why are you putting others down when they say the truth? Is it because its hard to listen and fully understand that you as a human being need spiritual guiding. How can anyone help if you harassing girls left and right. Some are even friends, some are family and you become in between for what? To create an obscured scene so others can see you’re the one? The one what?, the one that lies and cheats? It all goes back to you my special friend. I don’t like putting others down but lies have been thrown like candy in a piñata and you need to see that what you’re doing is a negative thing to others and yourself. Your going to end up alone if you don’t wake up and pay attention to what you really need in life.
Accept your ways of treating others, accept that your in denial about your obscured ways, accept it all from your heart not just your lips. Don’t think every person out there need to see certain things from you to feel accepted or loved. You’ll only cheat yourself and be unhappy.

We all go through different situations but this case, I wanted to put it out there because its something I don't understand. I may have understood but how can a brain say yes but then fall into the trap of feeling not there? I guess that's another day, another post. 
Until then my friends, be safe!

*kiss kiss*