Sad News

 First and foremost, my condolensces to my friends family that lost a son this week. My family will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

Hello World,

This week has been a sad one for two family. One of them, I have known the mom for a while because of volunteer job I did. Other I known because child goes to a near by school.
One 14 year old (near by school) who had suffer seizures had one and was in the shower. He went straight to coma and unfortunately, he passed away on Tuesday. One of his teacher had visited him before, next day the kids had test but I think they canceled it because of him. And kids weren't in their right state of mind thinking of their friend. It's a shame how a boy who is about to graduate 8th grade passes away. I know God has his reason and no yes, he is in a better place where he will feel more comfortable and happier with what God has for him. I do feel sadden for his family, being so young this boy. I'm sorry for your loss C.M. familia.

The second one was next morning, a friend calls the house to say our other friend had lost her son. That he was killed. Shocked, frozen in place, but why? I mean how can someone WE know die. Of course, I see it now, it can happen to anyone and anywhere. I'm still shocked because this is a friends son. A son who's mother I chatted with, a mom who did everything for her children. Very sad.
I can't imagine the emotional rollercoaster that this mom is feeling. The trauma she will feel when she sees grandkids and feels someone missing. i don't wish her no negativity but I am speaking my mimd out. Being a paraniod parent, not sleeping well because some nights I will be up checking if my kid is breathing, is something that I can manage now. But going through something worse, I will definately black out. Lord, you know what road you give to each mom with their kids. And I am sure you have your reason for this. Maybe this son is better off with him near you than anyone else. Maybe his road was served better as an angle to look after his family. Maybe you Lord, saw here in the ground his actions were too intense and his mind will be at ease to help out his family from above. Because he is strong enough to be with you and cherish his family as it should. Because you, Lord know that his life is precious in a way that he needed to be an angle in heaven.

There are somethings I don't understand but somehow writing here, helps me out a bit to understand. or should I say have a slightly understanding of why. It is hard to lose someone you love. it's a hard rough road but I have heard it gets better within time. Better as in you accept and are at ease with the beautiful memories shared. I don't know what to say to things like this but what I know is that you, P.S. (mom) you will be alright. because you will have friends and family to comfort you in a way you never realized they could. We love you no matter what in this world.

Link: http://www.nydailynews.com/news/ny_crime/2011/05/03/2011-05-03_geuris_tejada_24yearold_father_shot_dead_after_fight_with_three_people_in_manhat.html

There mothers out there who cherish their kids, even if they are criminal, but then there are females who have a child but don't deserve to be called mothers because of the horror they do to their child. For exampl, 11 year was in forster care because mom sold drugs, was taken by a pedophile who made her do things that when she escaped was angry. Can you imagine a 11 year old being sold to men who are pedophiles. No? neightor can I. Neightor can I.http://www.nydailynews.com/ny_local/2011/05/01/2011-05-01_sexslave_horror_story_for_a_little_girl.html

 Or how about a kid found eating herself in a cage: http://www.nydailynews.com/news/national/2011/05/04/2011-05-04_virginia_girl_found_eating_herself_in_cage_in_mobile_home_parents_brian_and_shan.html