Such a beautiful week I been having, to come home and enjoy some chocolate. Yep, I can enjoy it because I'm finally losing the weight I been wanting to. I'm actually losing it pretty fast and I don't think that's too healthy. But I'm working on it.
Many of the bloggers talk about very interesting things but of what I remember my blog is basically about myself...and everything else. Yea, I don't think I can just talk about one topic here. But my life has been making major changes. As a mom, I have a teen and that pretty sums it up to those who understands. Hahaha. But I know for sure, we going to be alright. I have Faith in God that our future is what we can handle. My teen is a pretty smart one too. Just the other day we had teacher conference and she actually told me how it will go down. I listened and just kept walking. Funny thing is that, I was thinking she failed a class but no, she passed all of them. Smart kid!
My Faith has been growing. By Faith I mean, I still believe in God. I now listen to Christian Music on the radio. I LOVE that radio station. ( KLove Radio ) This station has helped me alot. And I mean alot. Everytime I feel that I am going to the negative side, I turn to this station and listen, tweet and instagram about them. Now I'm blogging about them. I really hope this station stays for the very longest time because the stories I have heard of so many people, the help they get by just tuning in. I mean, I for one, am so glad that God has blessed me to have the heart and energy (and guides my thoughts & words) to talk to strangers and some friends about their personal life, about private situations and I help them. No, I'm not a counselor YET but I do believe God has blessed me to help from my heart. I know what your thinking...'The strongest usually suffer the most'. Well it could be true, just that like I said, I'm better at helping others. It's more of I love helping others but its hard to help myself. I know some of you understand this.
Well when I do feel down and there has been times, my thoughts are not in the right path, the song that has popped into this station 3 times has been 'Don't Give Up' By Calling Glory . Talk about having Faith!!!! WOW!!! I surely opened more of my heart to God because is like He directly answered me right there and then. Now, I know there are many of us out there that received beautiful messages from Him (thorugh this station) and I want to finally say it here and outloud that I get them too.
I have found an answer also. I know that since I help my friends with certain things, and up to where my arms can reach... I have Faith in God to bless me with a great friend also. Someone that also, is careful with his/her words with me, someone who thinks before he/she speaks to me...But then something told me that why am I asking for one when I already have God for that. That I should help without expecting anything back but be HAPPY BECAUSE I HAVE HELPED. I should have a good nights sleep when I brighten someone else's day...should it be like that? Yes! it should. because thats the way I am and I know God has his purpose for me to be this way. I look at the past relationship and I think to myself with all that has happened I should be lost in this world. To be honest, I'm not too lost. I can look around and feel the Faith. I can feel the Faith growing. And by just typing it, I can feel it growing more, little by little. I feel content, happy and secure that God has me where He wants me to be. Each day, I try my very best to show others that they are thought of, loved and that I am here to talk. Even if they don't want to talk, I can just be there. Sometimes, without words being exchanged, and staring at the sky or at the TV...helps.
I hope that somehow, who ever reads this knows that there's someone out there to hear you out, without judgement and just be a friend. But to know if its real, Listen to God and He will answer you. I think its best to search for God and He will bring you that special friend on your darkest hour. Listen carefully because good people still exist. Don't hurt them but listen to what God is saying. Feel his answer in your heart. when your on your lowest point, God is testing your Faith and when you need it most, that friend will be around. But don't get me wrong, they are not there for you only. You also have do to your part as a friend as well. I mean thats the best thank you, you can give for God having your back when you needed the most. Leave the negative and those who bring them to you in the past. Appreciate the healthy care, love and sincere heart God has brought near you in a human form.
Ok, so friends, strangers...world...I'm glad you read this far and I didn't bore you. I would keep typing but I need to wake uo early for work. I'm happy to also say a GREAT FRIEND of mine has come back home. And because of him I have my Faith growing. I see him and my heart gets excited because he's alive, home and breathing. All because God has a great purpose for him to keep moving forward. And if he one day reads this, I hope he knows that he will ALWAYS have a special place in my heart. That I will always try my best to understand him and his ways and help in what I can. And when I say always, I mean as long as God permits, I'll be around.
Have a great night!!!
xoxo
-sweetmanhattangirl-
No comments:
Post a Comment