Worth

I want to make it clear first before I start making this post, I am not judging and I understand different people, different situations. So I am sticking with one situation about a mother with kids and love.
I want to know what motivates each and every one of you? Every single one of you has a different reason to be where you are. A different thing that helps you move forward, or a special someone that helps you become a better person. Someone that makes you want to do better.

For instance, my daughter is my reason to make myself get up in the morning and work and be happy, and smile even though I don't want to but I do. She may not realize it now but she is my reason for me to stand up for myself, to who ever it is in front of me. Is not that I would disrespect anyone in a bad way but in a good manner I would. For her...I would.

A few years back I found myself very unhappy with the way I was handling things. I mean, I was thinking I was too "soft" on certain situations in my life. But any other way, I would have probably ended up in jail. Which I am not, thank God. So from everyday thinking and thinking and sadness and more sadness and thinking...yes it keeps going and going, One day, I got tired. literally, i got tired of all the bullshit that I realized I was unhappy because I let some insufficient human take control of me in ways that they probably didn't even know they had that power. Yes, we humans can control others emotions thats why we get mad or angry or cry. but that's another post.
So, yea I got tired of all the nonsence that this person was putting me into. I got up one day and said to myself. YA! (in spanish) I felt a relief. I fell myself with a smile and happy, and not caring for what I had lost but what I actually was gaining back and more. I began to look at things very differently, I began to appreciate rain, the thunder, the sun's heat, the babies cry, the older ladies jokes, hahahaha.
I was turning into a person that i felt more comfortable in. a person whom I saw myself very happy. And I did it for my daughter. So she can see me happy, so she can be happy.

Now my question to certain moms out there, why are you risking your emotions, your love, your time with a man that is not with you? You have beautiful kids, they look up to you, you have a home, you have a family and he probably has his own. But your wasting your time with a man that doesn't belong to you. So why make yourself sad, depressed and let your kids see this. You put this information everywhere and your suppose to be working for your family. But instead, your paying attention to a man that is not worth your time.

(to be continued) *going to be with my family :-)*
update:

Hello again world,
So why the negative pick? Why the wasting your time in thinking about a man that you know won't be there for you. I mean, I know once love is in and no one is there to give it back, it hurts. I been there. But how about making yourself think of other things, or how about making yourself realize that you have kid(s) and they need you more. Some of us mothers need a man next to them to feel wanted but if you take care of your kids, you'll probably meet someone along the way.
Example, a mom of beautiful kids living with her family (including spouse) is inlove with another man. Wait, so after years of being with him and acting like he's the one...out of now where comes out a stranger your inlove with. Why? Why were your eyes, heart, and attention spam somewhere other than you spouse and your children? I mean you can look but your heart should have been filled with your kids love enough to surpass that.
My friends, strangers, world, and those who probably feel offended, I am sorry if I seem to harsh but it's my opinion and you have yours. Your welcome to reply...But I as a mom, who seen enough and probably will see more, think how can a mom just put herself out there and not care of what the world will say to her own children. I think I will leave this like this. I mean the topic, not the situation because I don't control that. Hopefully someone outthere understand what I am saying.

Till next post my friends,
*kiss kiss*